Blue Five Notebook – (February 2014 / 14.3)

Blue Five Notebook – (February 2014 / 14.3)

Light, 2012 by Peter Witte

Light, 2012 by Peter Witte

Peter Witte is a photographer and writer who lives in Arlington, Virginia, with a philosopher, two children, and a handsome dog. His photography has been exhibited at the Washington, D.C. Convention Center and has or will soon be featured in the literary journals Flyway, Eclectica, Heavy Feather Review, and Midwestern Gothic. Light, 2012 was taken at the Hirshhorn Museum in Washington, D.C.


Allison Grayhurst

The means to obliterate

what doldrums dictate
is in the pink sneakers of
winter blues and forcing hope into the mouth
even if it tastes like stale candy.
You pull the waves from a clear sky,
you blur edges into running forms, staining
in effervescent aftershocks.
Help is always available but never ready
to take your hand when you need the courage
not to hang yourself in some avant-garde
symbolic statement on a summit on
a dull metal balcony, hang
like kleenex caught on a high twig.
Comfort comes in packed suitcases and
various dreams of little consequence.
A toddler’s game of hide-and-seek
is worth smiling for. Round, rotunda reflected
in the image of a middle-age crew cut and torn jeans.
Inspiration is a wooden ladder, splinters sold
as bargaining chips for each step
to reach nearer to rooftops, treetops and
the sun.
Your head is in a whisper – booby-traps
revealed in the ridges and dips of your thoughts.
You want to be put in a crockpot and left there,
stirred like soup, leeks and lentils, seeping out
an authentic aroma, arriving home.

Allison Grayhurst has had over 200 poems in more than 140 journals, magazines, and anthologies throughout the United States, Canada, Australia, and the United Kingdom, including Parabola, South Florida Arts Journal, The Antigonish Review, The New Quarterly, and Poetry Nottingham International. She is the author of Somewhere Falling, Common Dream and, most recently, The River is Blind. Grayhurst lives in Toronto with her husband, two children, two cats, and a dog. She also sculpts, working with clay.


Jan Steckel

A Chessboard Knight on Pleasure Bent

I played a game of chess with you, our bodies the field. You unfastened my plaid skirt and substituted a checkerboard. I pulled off your khakis and numbered your parts in rows and files. We wrestled under a tent of red, light scattering through the Egyptian thread count to turn our white skins crimson. Your hair fell like leaves on my face, your need galloped like horses through me, raising me up, making a pawn a Queen. You marshaled your forces, kept me pinned, set a trap and sprung it. The chessboard tilted. My pieces clung magnetically to your surface. You castled. I rushed you diagonally, my mitre gaping like a shark’s mouth.

You bridled at my attempts to rein you in. You shone like Quixote on his nag in the starlight. You boldly leapt what hedged me, centaur knight, hooves slicing, but I wouldn’t follow. Now you have lost interest in the game. We go back and forth in the same moves, over and over. Our pieces are captured, and the clock’s run down. I call it a draw, not a stalemate. I’ll never concede, nor knock over my king, no never, never, though I’m in pieces.

Jan Steckel is a former physician who retired early from taking care of Spanish-speaking low-income children because of chronic pain. Her poetry book The Horizontal Poet (Zeitgeist Press, 2011) won a Lambda Literary Award. Her fiction chapbook Mixing Tracks (Gertrude Press, 2009) and her poetry chapbook The Underwater Hospital (Zeitgeist Press, 2006) also won awards. Her writing has appeared in Yale Medicine, Scholastic Magazine, Bellevue Literary Review, and many other journals and anthologies. Her work has won numerous contests and has been nominated three times for a Pushcart Prize. 


Doug Holder

A Hollow Man

         –For T.S. Eliot

You can
see him on the
dead-end street,
his neck craned
like a nearsighted
his feet splayed
of what direction.

You know
the skin flakes
and drifts to
the ground
when it
is untouched
and the hands
curl like a fetus
in need of
its mother.

You can smell him
like some
moth-eaten thing
hanging limply
on the rack
by a tenuous thread.

And behind
his blue eyes
the fire
is long

Doug Holder’s work has appeared in Rattle, Main Street Rag, Endicott Review, the new renaissance, The Boston Globe Magazine, and elsewhere. He teaches writing at Endicott College in Beverly, Mass. and Bunker Hill Community College in Boston. Holder founded the Ibbetson Street Press in 1998.


Helen Moat

The Edge

The Neo-Nazi drops below the Peak village in his Gortex jacket and walking boots. He hears the sweet, sweet sound of birdsong and looks up to see two larks wheel across the sky, then dip towards orchid-sewn grasses. And something stirs within him. Such beauty, he thinks.

Further down the hillside, Eva is not yet aware of him. She skirts the edge of the quarry lined with barbed wire, and the German word for it, Stacheldraht, comes uninvited into her mind. She thinks of her father. Also uninvited.

Eva hears the larks too and wonders at the duality of life: the beauty and brutality. In the quarry, grass, sod and rock have yielded to dynamite and machinery. She looks at the clawed-out earth and remembers the Lancaster that had so carelessly off-loaded onto her Aachen home, remembers her four-year-old self holding her ears under the cellar table, the falling bricks.

Eva turns right, away from the quarry and heads uphill. Soon her path will cross with the Neo-Nazi’s. He will recognise her accent as German, imagine a kindred spirit.

Eva lifts her head and sees him above her. Something about his face reminds her of her father. But Papa is best not remembered: not the execution, not the public disgrace, not her mother’s isolation because ‘verdammt, she’d brought it on herself by marrying a Jehovah Witness;’ … not the whispers of Kriegsdientsverweigerer.

Eva greets the stranger above her. In a few moments’ time he will tell her of his love for her birthplace. He will extol the virtues of Nazi-Germany. He will deny the Holocaust.

But for now, as they draw level, they smile at each other.

Helen Moat spent her childhood squished between siblings in her Dad’s Morris Minor, travelling the length and breadth of Ireland. She’s still wandering. From travel writing, Helen is now exploring the alien world of flash fiction. Helen was runner-up in 2011 British Guild of Travel Writers Competition and was highly commended in the BBC Wildlife Travel Writing Competition this year.


Erica Lee Braverman

Lament For an Elm and the Names Inside It

After you left, I traced your silence
with my fingertips.
I said your name
again and again,
as our elm’s wan bark
flaked to the surface
in whittled chips
from my screwdriver,
where its trunk
bent a little closer
each brittle December.

Is it any coincidence
that it bled
the same
as those it held
inside its skin?
Or that one day
those names
tried to carve themselves
into infinity
in its limbs?

Silence was your softest part.

When we’d climb,
screwdriver beneath our chin,
to re-carve ourselves
in that fading winter light,
yours was the cocky and romantic
epitaph of youth:


And though you are gone,
beneath the surface of your name
the extravagant claim
of childhood
still sounds—

Only now,
I’m the elm grown
hollow; a name
carved in a dead tree.

So I say my name again and again,
as if searching for you, for some childhood
which goes
as a name from its life;
an elm falling—
broken branches,
unfurled skin—
to begin again
in the ground.

Erica Lee Braverman received an MFA in Poetry from the University of Oregon, and now lives in Eugene teaching English at a local community college. Her work has appeared in MiPOesias and Virginia Quarterly Review’s Instapoetry Series.


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4 Responses to Blue Five Notebook – (February 2014 / 14.3)

  1. kassiedoggie says:

    It is such a pleasure and privilege to read this work; it enriches my life. Thank you to each of the writers and thank you for sharing it with me, Michelle.

  2. Pingback: The Edge by Helen Moat | Helen Moat – Double Espresso

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